Light and the Ambient Vacuum

[helen99]

While thinking about how the ambient mental vaccuum prevails over reason much more often than it doesn't, I chanced upon an elevator door that showed my reflection. A rather bitter person stared bitterly back at me. I, in turn, stared back at her. Finally, I had to say something, so I said, "lighten up, Helen, ok?? Damn! Just... lighten up, for krissake. Kay? Lighten up!" She gave a half smile and walked off as the elevator doors opened.

Comments

[hummingwolf.livejournal.com]

I like you.

[torlinque.livejournal.com]

Yes, more Light would do you good. When you completely let go of your belief in duality and separation, Flowing with it will become much easier for you. :)

[helen99.livejournal.com]

Here's the odd thing. For the months preceeding Octave 1, I'd been hit with a lot of samskara-clearing, some of which I posted. The clearing was very turbulent (as you saw a couple of times). After receiving Octave 1, the clearing continues, but it's a lot less choppy. Instead of the insane rage I was confronted with before, there's a lot more "letting go", some of which produce a deep sadness, but none of which invokes the kind of rage that was surfacing before. At the root of this is letting go of the physical body and all of its endearing idiosyncracies and it's little accumulation of treasures, because none of that is permanent or me. No rage - just deep sadness right now.

Maybe the rage was just the "event horizon" that was preventing me from seeing the sadness, and once through it, the real stuff could begin clearing -- but since beginning Octave 1 the turbulence seems to have lessened.

[torlinque.livejournal.com]

This seems to follow the same pattern ahril took. The tea at the beginning cleared some things for her much more dramatically than beginning the powder did. I think this is by their design however so that those who are not accustomed to being "tuned in" to their own beings will feel something straight away and know that it is working/be certain the process has indeed begun. Then they are able to recognize the more subtle forms of clearing that the powder brings.