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Me: So, Speak to me of origins again. I'm still exploring that.

Me too: Think back to the first thought you ever had.

Me: You're joking, of course.

Me too: No, seriously – what's the first thing you ever thought.

Me: They tell me that my first word was "Light". Does that count?

Me too: That's odd – most people think "mama" first. What's wrong with you.

Me: I don't know that this is the first thing I ever thought of. All I know is that this is the first word I ever said according to reports.

Me too: Ah. So think back. Get into the way-back machine and go back. What are you thinking of now?

Me: Me and a group of my little 4-year-old friends are running round and round a tree. They've kidnapped my old vinyl doll Aphrodite and are running around the tree yelling "Aphrodite, Aphrodite" in a Greek accent (that's the way my parents taught me to say the name, so they picked it up).

Me too: My but you were a strange kid.

Me: Not really. But that's not the first thing. Maybe before that was Timmy Turtle. I could pull him along by a string and he'd play a little tune that you could sing "Timmy Turtle, Timmy Turtle" to.

Me too: Both memories involve some sort of chant or tune... Who gave you those toys?

Me: Oh, daddy of course. We'd play "Me After You, Running Game" when he came home from work. I'd step up on one of his shoes and he'd walk me around the room with me standing on his shoe. He bought me Aphrodite and Timmy Turtle.

Me too: Farther back. What is the first thing you remember?

Me: Alone. Remember Alone. Black. Cry. Mommy play piano. Peace.

Me too: Music. The first thought you had was Music?

Me: After Alone, then Music, then Peace. Maybe the Origin of my particular Peace/Silence is Music?

Me too: Ah, so… You are one who entered Peace through Music and then expressed "light". Perhaps it is still so. Your Doorway to stepping Outside of the Disk, then, is Music?

Me: Perhaps it is so. I will make some music and see what happens.
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