I'm not sure where that pull comes from that keeps tugging at me (it has all my life - but not by way of my mom, who would never dream of going there). Maybe it's from the North tip of CA along the coast somewhere. Or maybe even farther north of that. I don't know where it's coming from but it's over on the lefthand side of the world somewhere and it's pretty strong. The things that scare me about going there (job, security, etc) are only the bars of a prison I've constructed to keep myself 'safe'.
Safety is not all it's quacked up to be, and nothing is safe anyway. The end of all fear is the only true freedom...
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Date: 2006-08-28 02:45 pm (UTC)I'm not sure where that pull comes from that keeps tugging at me (it has all my life - but not by way of my mom, who would never dream of going there). Maybe it's from the North tip of CA along the coast somewhere. Or maybe even farther north of that. I don't know where it's coming from but it's over on the lefthand side of the world somewhere and it's pretty strong. The things that scare me about going there (job, security, etc) are only the bars of a prison I've constructed to keep myself 'safe'.
Safety is not all it's quacked up to be, and nothing is safe anyway. The end of all fear is the only true freedom...